terrypurple73 | (no subject)

I've been feeling out of sorts, which leads me to not eating regularly, which makes me feel more out of sorts. I had an emotional freak-out last week Tuesday about Peter, where I cried about five different times over the course of the day. Then the weekend was great, but I felt so let down coming back here on Monday, when I cried probably four different times that day. Then I got in a car accident last night (no injuries, and thank god for seatbelts), which only adds to the off-ness I'm feeling lately. I haven't cried yet about it, which is weird, and I'm mostly doing fine, but I know I'm not quite right, either. I walk very fast when I need to be somewhere, and I sit for a long time when I'm inside. I don't really feel like moving much.
So I'm not eating regularly, I'm not writing (journaling or fiction for the writers' group I've joined), I'm not returning any emails for the Sandwich Line for church, and I'm not reading the book we're doing for Community Prayer. I feel like sitting in my living room and not going anywhere. I've restrained myself from emailing Christian, because I know that I have an unhealthy tendency to contact boys when I am feeling mopey and kind of needy.
I sound worse here than I am, I promise. It's just been a busy time of things to do, with emotional heaviness added on top.