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Dec. 15th, 2003 10:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
terrypurple73There are some evenings when nothing can cheer you up. I'm just in a foul mood, and I wish it would go away. I even talked to both my mom and my Victoria, and I'm still feeling out of sorts. William is one of the few I feel like being around. I took a walk earlier, just to get away. I hadn't left the house all day except for a couple stops next door, so it was time to get out. It was just starting to do that precipitating thing, and I walked to Gifford Park, the playground a few blocks away. Nothing exciting, or even productive, but all right.
I want to sleep, play on the internet, and be with people, all without feeling guilty for doing that while avoiding my homework.
And I want to be able to see my friends on my birthday. It doesn't have to be like New Orleans, it would just be nice to have a good friend around.
Why is it so hard to... to I don't know what. It just feels difficult today, whatever it is.
Maybe I'll go to bed early. Rid myself of the PMS-and-end-of-the-semester blues.
I miss Mana and Shannon and Vicky.
I want to sleep, play on the internet, and be with people, all without feeling guilty for doing that while avoiding my homework.
And I want to be able to see my friends on my birthday. It doesn't have to be like New Orleans, it would just be nice to have a good friend around.
Why is it so hard to... to I don't know what. It just feels difficult today, whatever it is.
Maybe I'll go to bed early. Rid myself of the PMS-and-end-of-the-semester blues.
I miss Mana and Shannon and Vicky.
