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May. 19th, 2003 01:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
terrypurple73My mom will be here in less than eight hours and we will leave to go home. She's been wonderful, hanging out with all my community and friends. And I am not certain of what to type here. I am doing what Theresas do best when they leave and get all emotional- I cry. And then I compose myself until I cry a lot more. Repeat, repeat, repeat.
So much has happened this week. It may not even be a lot in any grand scheme of things, but so much has happened. I need to go to bed, get up and finish the packing, say goodbye, and oh, probably cry a little more. Apparently when I don't let myself think about any of this for the past two weeks, it all hits me at once.
I just love it when people come home, even if they only have gone next door. So when people leave, and I might not ever see some of them again, I'm not as good at dealing with that. I love too many people here.
I am not going to see my Mana for two months. Happy nine years to us, but we've never done this before.
Too much, I think right now.
So much has happened this week. It may not even be a lot in any grand scheme of things, but so much has happened. I need to go to bed, get up and finish the packing, say goodbye, and oh, probably cry a little more. Apparently when I don't let myself think about any of this for the past two weeks, it all hits me at once.
I just love it when people come home, even if they only have gone next door. So when people leave, and I might not ever see some of them again, I'm not as good at dealing with that. I love too many people here.
I am not going to see my Mana for two months. Happy nine years to us, but we've never done this before.
Too much, I think right now.
