terrypurple73 | (no subject)

Last night after hanging out with Katie and her friend John for a while, I came home and talked with KP for a long time. We stayed up until three (I'd gotten home at two), and I just talked her ear off. At about two-thirty I started talking about how I want to give Khodai a call some time since his birthday is tomorrow, but how I felt a little weird, being that we haven't talked for a while. So she was asking me a few questions, but mostly I just told her stories, talking for pretty much a solid thirty or forty minutes. I felt a little bad, 'cause I didn't give her a chance to get a word in edgewise, but on the other hand, it felt really good for me to have an outlet for what's been on my mind lately. It's hard sometimes that since I don't talk with Khodai hardly at all anymore, I don't really have a guy to talk with about love life stuff. He was always the one I would talk to so I could get a guy's perspective, even if his wasn't one a typical guy. But he helped me see both sides of things, and I think I did the same for him. So now, I try to talk sometimes with Jeffy or whoever about what's on my mind, and well, it's not the same. As much as Khodai and I don't have much in common at all anymore, I do miss talking with him. So being able to just let everything out to KP last night was really nice, and it helped me see both sides of my feelings in a lot of ways. I think I will give him a call tomorrow and wish him a happy twenty-first. I have a card that I was going to send, and I still will, but it will just get there late.
This all I am sure sounds very vague and uninteresting, but that's all right. It was nice to yap with my roomie for a while, is the point. And I will call Khodai, and maybe we will chat for a bit. Good.